Q:Do you have any phobias?
being forgotten, never finding love, never finding the one, never being appreciated, being put down for trying to hard, trying to hard and getting nothing from it. being replaced, wasting my life, never traveling, never experiencing everything life has to offer
Dual Blog
ha so it came to my attention that i need a separate blog for my cosplay stuff. i tag my photos and when people follow them back to this page they are a little surprised. so now i will be running this blog and my cosplay blog, i will post a link once i have it up and running.
probably going to delete this
i dont care what i say, i dont care what it looks like, if you ask me if im ok and i say yes in any way, just know that i am lying to you. i have not been ok for a long long time. i think im going crazy :(( i just feel so alone all the time, i try to reach out to people but i get nothing back and it just tears me down even more. i feel like im trapped in my own mind and i cant find a way out. i just want somebody to hold and love. i want to learn what that word means again, i promise i am loyal to a fault and i will treat who ever will have me like a queen. i just dont want to be alone anymore :(. i dont care use me for my money, use to to make yourself feel better, take whatever i have.
it really really really really really really sucks being this lonely, list seriously why do i stay up this late if i know i’m gunna feel this way
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